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this week so far has been so eventful and it isn't even half over :(
First, I decided to quit college. While I do love cooking, I'm starting to lapse and not know what I want to do anymore. I thought I should get out whilst I can before it goes down on my record as something that looks far worse later down the line.
Second, my mum basically told me it's time I move out (which I agree with, but I was hoping it would be of my own accord like early next year). Looking for flats that I can actually afford the rent for is... Ugh, well. Unless I want a shared flat (I do not) I'm sooooo limited in my area. I could branch out and go elsewhere, but I'd be leaving A LOT behind, including family, my boyfriend and friends.
And lastly, the job hunt is becoming ever more difficult. I'm applying like mad for full time work, and getting nowhere. Which is kinda expected but also disheartening. I would've really liked to have got the bartending job I applied for that paid a pretty penny, but I was ultimately rejected D:
So yeah. It's all getting on top of me tbh. But the prospect of moving out is exciting to me. I knoe education is open to me anytime, so I'm not stressing about that at all. I just wanna go and be my own person.
First, I decided to quit college. While I do love cooking, I'm starting to lapse and not know what I want to do anymore. I thought I should get out whilst I can before it goes down on my record as something that looks far worse later down the line.
Second, my mum basically told me it's time I move out (which I agree with, but I was hoping it would be of my own accord like early next year). Looking for flats that I can actually afford the rent for is... Ugh, well. Unless I want a shared flat (I do not) I'm sooooo limited in my area. I could branch out and go elsewhere, but I'd be leaving A LOT behind, including family, my boyfriend and friends.
And lastly, the job hunt is becoming ever more difficult. I'm applying like mad for full time work, and getting nowhere. Which is kinda expected but also disheartening. I would've really liked to have got the bartending job I applied for that paid a pretty penny, but I was ultimately rejected D:
So yeah. It's all getting on top of me tbh. But the prospect of moving out is exciting to me. I knoe education is open to me anytime, so I'm not stressing about that at all. I just wanna go and be my own person.