Hi. I'm a girl who loves being on the computer. I never get asked out, but I'm willing to date someone who's smart, and funny and nice. I don't like being teased or lead on, just to get rejected. I'm afraid to ask out a man, and have him laugh in my face. I hold the door open for everybody, even other women. I'm not gay. I'm straight. I wanted a boyfriend ever since I was a little girl. I kind of ignored my ex, and he cheated on me with someone uglier than me. I'm so upset by it. Nobody cares how I feel. He doesn't love me. I don't even think I was attracted to him. His three brothers were better looking than him. He had a receding hairline. I take risks just typing my thoughts on the computer. I'm so boring. My ex left me for someone else. He likes Weird Al Yankovic. He likes to listen to Adam Sandler. I'm not into his hobbies. I like listening to Michael Jackson, Celine Dion, Janet Jackson, and more. I don't tell anybody about myself on the computer. I usually talk about other people. I like to skateboard, but I had a problem with my leg when I gave birth to my son. I had a c-section, and boy was it painful. I miss my friends. I don't have custody of my son. I wish I did though. I miss him so much. I hope your day is nice. Sorry for this rant. I really needed to talk to somebody to help me cope with so many things. It can be overwhelming from time to time. That's why I need to be more sensitive instead of hiding my emotions on the inside, and having it come out when I'm typing. :) Hope your day is nice. Bye. :)