You'll have to wait for a bit before you witness the amazingness that is baldnomi. I'm sorry for the delay but the results will be most assuredly great. :)
Regarding my blog entry - well, I couldn't take it anymore. After trying to completely cut contact with her and failing to do so (haha, so miserable), I was kinda backed into a corner. And then I picked up my phone and decided to confront her. Talk to her and clear things up. I thought she disliked me or hated me. And I directly asked her about it. And about things that made things awkward between us. And if she still considered me and her friends.
Surprisingly, she said she doesn't feel a shred of dislike/hate for me. And she doesn't remember the "event" that caused awkwardness between us. And that she does, in fact, consider us friends.
Now, I know that chances of anything happening between us are all but dead, but knowing that the person you like doesn't hate you is, well, comforting. It had a really positive impact on me, I felt, this conversation. I cheered up. Maybe this is what I always needed.
But OF FREAKIN' COURSE MY PHONE HAD TO **** THINGS UP AND GET WIPED JUST THE NEXT MORNING UGH. And I, for some godforsaken reason, chose not to reset our whatsapp conversation. That conversation is now lost.
i crie everytym ;;
Regarding my blog entry - well, I couldn't take it anymore. After trying to completely cut contact with her and failing to do so (haha, so miserable), I was kinda backed into a corner. And then I picked up my phone and decided to confront her. Talk to her and clear things up. I thought she disliked me or hated me. And I directly asked her about it. And about things that made things awkward between us. And if she still considered me and her friends.
Surprisingly, she said she doesn't feel a shred of dislike/hate for me. And she doesn't remember the "event" that caused awkwardness between us. And that she does, in fact, consider us friends.
Now, I know that chances of anything happening between us are all but dead, but knowing that the person you like doesn't hate you is, well, comforting. It had a really positive impact on me, I felt, this conversation. I cheered up. Maybe this is what I always needed.
But OF FREAKIN' COURSE MY PHONE HAD TO **** THINGS UP AND GET WIPED JUST THE NEXT MORNING UGH. And I, for some godforsaken reason, chose not to reset our whatsapp conversation. That conversation is now lost.
i crie everytym ;;