I want to say that I've never been dumped, although I really can't say if I was. The first person I dated, my now ex-girlfriend, we got mad at each other, she got mad over something stupid and it was because I didn't go to a dance that she wanted to and I really didn't want to go to, and I couldn't go to it even if I wanted because of something, and I got mad at her because she was just refusing to talk to me because of it, and we both got really mad to the point where we broke up, I was the one that said that I was breaking up, but I have a feeling she had already made the decision to break up with me. I'm just gonna say that it was a giant hit on me, I literally broke down in tears and I was depressed for a week or two. On a side note, and off topic, I'm still pretty mad over that because her and her mom made it out and even said that I was in the wrong because I didn't go to that dance, which is really unfair if you ask me because I didn't want to go and I shouldn't have to go if I don't want to and as I said, I couldn't go even if I wanted to. Although, in my previous relationship, when I broke up with my now ex-boyfriend, I still got depressed. My current boyfriend, along with a few other friends can tell you that I was depressed before it happened and a bit after it did happen, because I consulted them about it and I was just both sad and worried because I was like "This was the first person I went out with in 3 years, and I don't want to be single again, but I'm not happy being with them and I don't want to break their heart.", and I was a bit depressed when it happened, but I sorta hid it and put on a happy go lucky facade (A little bit of fun fact, I even put on the same facade on here on PC when I am depressed.). I think for me, I am gonna get sad after each breakup and I hope and know that the relationship I am in is gonna last a very, very long while, but if something did happen and me and this person do break up, I will guarantee you that I will be sad to the fullest. I think that it has to do with how I see myself, which I'm gonna be honest, I have very low self-esteem for myself, I think I look ugly, I don't like my voice, and I think of myself as a loser which is probably why I got really depressed in my 2 breakups because I thought that I would not be with someone else and that I won't be good enough for someone else, although it has been clearly been shown to me that I am good enough for someone multiple times as I had people interested in me, especially last year. I am honestly trying to help boost my self-esteem so that way I feel better about myself, feel more confident, and be more happy.