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I was feeling adventurous so I jumped on a ride called "Mystery Mine". It was completely dark and eventually flipped upside down. The zipline was very relaxing compared to that. I also rode a backwards roller coaster. My worst anxiety is usually in line, but when I'm on the ride I start feeling okay. Nope, didn't encounter many bugs. Also I attended two concerts, but they weren't the highlights for me. And went to a water park, didn't take pictures there because it wasn't the most notable place. (Still lots of fun).

Thankfully I'm not that scared of heights, so the mountains were fine. Being on a plane scares me more because I don't know what it feels like. Most of my anxiety stems from not knowing. That's why when I'm in line I get anxiety, but when I'm on a ride and getting situated I feel better.

Have you played anything else interesting lately? I downloaded FFIV to keep me busy during downtime, and I almost finished the entire game. Pokemon Showdown 4 player is super fun. There's also Pokemon Unite which is free to download on switch.

I feel quite okay right now, thanks. It was refreshing being away from home for a while. Not completely magically better, but in a better way than before I left. (if that makes sense).

Hey check this out, I'm back from my trip. Luckily I only got sick towards the very end, and now I feel okay. (None of my family got sick).

Anyways it was a great time. Saw lots of artifacts from the Titanic (Chessboard, Silverware, Glasses), went all the way up in the mountains, rode a zipline, (kind of scared me but it ended up being okay).

Here's my photo gallery https://imgur.com/a/jZxVsKR

I have covid. Sorry, this might delays these messages even more. I'll update you when I feel okay. Just fatigued and feverish.

I admit I stopped masking and I've been hanging out in large crowds. I was fully vaccinated so I tossed caution out the window.

It's mostly the thought of being up in the sky. It's unfathomable to me. I'm still curious to how it feels. I'd just rent a movie to watch. I guess take-off is the scariest part.

Honestly, I haven't even been doing the requests. I'd rather just see the new levels. Are you a completionist? I'm certainty not one. I've mostly just done story related games.

I stopped taking the prescribed medication regularly. I do get slightly lightheaded, but for the most part I ignore it. But yeah apologies for the slowness, it's not you personally. Have been fighting depression for a while (even though I'm super quiet about it) but it's gotten really bad. I feel defeated.

I keep forgetting to mention, Pokemon Showdown has added 4 player random battles. It's really fun so you might want to check it out. (As long as you don't get ganged up on). Getting something like Xerneas can make you a target.

It does give me the feeling that they wanna keep Niji in SIFAS and just kinda have a few bonus songs in SIF for people to play if they're interested, but we have a completely different menu for Niji songs so I'll pray we just get more..? I love the way SIF would do sets of cards where they have all 9 with the same theme and have some URs, some SSRs and the rest SRs, it kinda makes me sad knowing that if they do an event in SIFAS there will only really be one or two girls from each school with that theme. </3
(I desperately want a punk rock set for Niji like the other groups but that's why I'm sad it'll likely happen in SIFAS)

Yoshiko's birthday is here and I really wanna pull in all the boxes and everything right now but I've got no gems in SIF... I kinda just play it for the gacha but I'm hoping I can at least get one 11 pull in before they leave the shop.

Thank you Janna, it means a lot <3

I am, thanks!

Hello Janna, how are you? Hope you're having a wonderful day!

Sorry for my lack of reply. Haven't been feeling very sociable

Your new avatar is nice by the way

Hi there! I was wondering if it's appropriate to Role play as one of the characters on this site? Because I want to cosplay as Gladion on here, following me joining The Ultra Guardians.

I read that you were having a rough go of things lately when I checked out some of your posts in the emotion thread here.

Nobody deserves this hug more than you. Hang in there Janna. Stay safe, I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that everything settles down soon. All good things your way, as always

Yeah, at some point the grind just sorta gets to you. Going around the map every morning and doing the same tasks all the time to slowly grind enough for even a solo pull just kinda sucked. I did everything I could to grind out everything I needed for the character I wanted (Eula) and then I just sort of stopped playing. I kinda only really did the grind cause my boyfriend convinced me to come back to the game to pull for her, haha. Having to fight all the bosses constantly for ascension items was really what got to me, since I didn't invest the massive amount of time needed to be able to comfortably farm the bosses on my own but kept trying to raise my world level so I could buy more pulls. x.x

On a side note, I did pick up SIF for the first time in a while a couple days ago, and the first thing I noticed is that the merger update completely reset all my live settings, so there was a solid half hour of wondering why things didn't feel just right, haha. It sorta just feels like the game had a major update, but I imagine the merger would be way more noticable if I tiered for events and everything. It's nice to finally have the Niji songs even if the selection we do have is really small. </3

I understand. I just said bye to all my siblings. I don't see them much at all, so we keep in touch long distance through texting and the occasional video call. I love hanging out with them because we really connect and I feel like they care. There's other family, but I don't connect with them on nearly the same extent. When they leave, I always feel "back on my own", until the day we can hang out again. We had a nice time together though.

Yeah it's pretty much confirmed now I will be flying. I probably will have anxiety (because i'm already running scenarios in my head, like what if the plane has a problem landing or if it's going to crash). But oh well, it's likely nothing but overthinking. It's only going to be about a 3 hour flight, but heights also make me a bit dizzy.

Speaking of video games, do you unlock any new tools on New Pokemon Snap? Feel like I'm getting pretty far into this, and only have an apple and the music player. The previous game had a speedup feature and pester balls. Also I'm not quite sure how to level up my stage past Level 2. I can't seem to get enough points. I saw the clip of Brock/Misty making a cameo in the Sun/Moon anime. I find it strange when they do a change of voice actor. It takes me a moment to process "wait they don't sound like I remember".

Have you ever taken Xanax? When I was in the hospital for anxiety, they gave me a small amount (couldn't get the full thing because my age is a big risk for addiction and dependency). And what a weird pill. I went from absolute panic, into completely soothed within a minute. I admit if I had that at home I would probably be using it all the time.

Hi there buddy! Guess what I am now a Ultra Guardian member!

Yep! I was looking through older posts and at some point there was this zombie apocalypse-related RP but for some reason it just died off. Kinda wanna start one >_>

I had a whooping 4 weeks. 3 have gone, 1 to go. I'm just at home, gaming and relaxing.

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! Marriage is amazing! I would know, I'm a pro by now(5 years in August! :D). Good luck with your moving plans!

I'm ok right now. Am currently on holiday, decompressing. Tired of all the stuff that went on with COVID tbh.

Sheep! <3
I'm kinda here again.... just kinda. Life has just been crazy the past couple of years so PC kinda fell into obscurity for me for a while. And, of course, the first place I check when I'm back is Challenges.

How've you been?

It's okay. It actually only took you a couple days to reply. It took me nearly a week. I might have to fly for the first time around Christmas to see a family member. Does it feel nice being home? I'm enjoying the warmer weather, which is unusual because I typically prefer cold weather. I will be traveling with my family to the mountains on July 19th.

Amusingly, you don't even need weapons. You can pour points into "unarmed" and just punch everything. I like blowing things up so I put lots of my points into explosions. I'm not good at following Let's Plays. Always ends up making me want to play it and I abandon the playthrough. It's honestly more of an RPG with decisions than a shooter.

I was in middleschool during 2013, so I guess it's a matter of perspective. It feels like a lifetime ago to me. Do you follow the Pokemon Anime? I don't watch it, however sometimes I like reading up on it or watching clips from YouTube. Also I've never taken painkillers. I only take medication for anxiety. (And sometimes some medication for my stomach). Those "pill tablet" medications look intimidating to me. I don't know if I could swallow those, or any sort of larger pills.

Yeah, I suppose it depends how much work they typically are to do, SIFAS dailies can take me like 5 minutes on the train to work but whenever I play something like Genshin Impact I'm devoting about an hour or so it takes way longer. I've kinda stopped doing dailies in something like Genshin because of the time and the mental work for it, yeah. Being able to just use skip tickets make it all super handy.