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it's heaven, im already dead
I'm sick so I can't work.
It's not nice, I'm stuck on disability, every day is just the same, and my life really has no meaning.
I've about reached my limit for the moment I think...I can manage 13 hours a week (I'm not allowed to work more than 16 because of benefit requirements) but I can't work past midday and it's extremely frustrating.
Still, compared to this time two years ago, where I was contemplating suicide, it's pretty good going! I often feel like it's only going to get harder from here though.
I hope you can get the support you need; it's hard when your health limits you and it's like the government just expects you to either get better on your own or disappear...which is all too often the case =xThats p good! I have injured kidneys and liver so i get very sick sometimes and yeah ;;
I hope you can get the support you need; it's hard when your health limits you and it's like the government just expects you to either get better on your own or disappear...which is all too often the case =x
In hindsight I've been quite lucky...after I was discharged from NHS care, I got the support I actually needed and I've managed to claw back a little of the life they stole from me. But god knows that governments the world over are useless at really taking care of people...