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[Usul]

Blinding Reflection:

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I imagine you sitting onto my lap with your arm around my neck,
As your head rest against mine with our eyes closed,
While I look up into the darkest night.

You see me smile but you don't see the hurt inside,
The hurt of having a fear after years of being fearless,
Fear of losing you it goes constantly on and on in my head.

You said that I don't have to worry about antything,
Cause you would be with me forever and always,
The hurt keeps on bouncing inside for a narrow reason.

I tried to give you armor; i'm your armor,
So no one could hurt you and touch you,
And now you've become the main source of my pain.

I couldn't even stand and stare as it is,
You seduces me easily with those eyes,
Breathtaking as you spin around teasingly.

I'm a narrow speechless subject for you,
When I stare deep into your eyes,
With a sinking feeling.

I'm Alive:

Spoiler:

The pieces has been put back together,
And i'm stuck in a love sick feeling,
Right when I look into your eyes;
I can say that i'm alive,
More alive then I was my entire whole life.

Been speaking faithful from my heart,
If you realise it was all worth from the start,
You can call me an angel, a demon,
But that will not cease the love I gave you;
In a dark corner where we have been trapped into.

Where are you? I need you more then ever,
Can't make this true it automatically cease away,
I feel you so close to me yet we're so distanced,
My walls are closing in as I try to push them back,
In my will I stand against my own dead reflection.

So lonely, insecure been waiting for you to hold me tight;
When will I leave this house and this life? Leaving all behind,
And accept the fact that i'm to scared to go down;
Into your life's doubt? i'm afraid of being thrown away,
Fear of that you will be disappointed of how I'm really are.

'Don't wanna breathe the less you're next to me,
'Don't wanna live the less we're away from here,
I keep hearing your voice when I sit on this cliff,
These throughs about you keep going on and on,
When I look into your eyes, you'll be the last thing I will see.

Lugubrious:

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I open one side of the curtain,
A sunray hits your face,
As you Lay half awake in lugubrious confinement,
I caress your cheek as you fully awake,
Your smile beat down my emotions; uncontrollable,
As my heart beat beats as fast as light-speed,
Your eyes are dangerously gorgeous,
I can feel you breathing in my soul,
Your hands are shakeful as mine are bloodend cold,
We raise our arms as we look deep into eachother eyes,
We swing our arms around each-other as we start to hug intense,
I'll drag you in my arms as we walk into the outside,
In mother nature's landscape the blackbirds are surrounding,
They soar and they roar and whistle as they flee into the gloomy clouds,
I shake and I tremble from your teasingly flow,
A pure depressive delight yet addictive describe of your impeccable,
I'll put you down softly on the waterfall's side rock,
You pull me back as I want to move away,
Your legs clutched my middle, as you pull me forwards to you,
The whispers in my ears of her beautiful voice;
Made me lost in her beautify beating heart,
Closely connect our faces towards each-other;
One sigh of her teaseful lips;
I can't do anything else then close my eyes and sink in the moment,
I'll grab your legs and you are start to moan-smiling,
We walk step by step into the ocean and take our last minute,
We take our last breath, and our last kiss,
Our sadness show as our tears fall into;
The unenviable sky were the sunset grave our final goodbye.