Lucy Lu
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Hello. Well I am back with one of my ramblings. This time I want to talk about the feeling of confidence. Okay, as you can see I been working on to get into a healthy weight. When I was a kid I was pretty thin, but once I got older...it changed. I will be eating nothing but junk food and don't exercise. Well I did some exercise, but overtime I will stop. I will keep on gainning the weight. When I was a teenager I was pretty much over 160 pounds. I was suppose to be at least 95 or 100. But that wasn't the case. So since then I am trying to battle with my weight. I did diet pills and try to cut out the potions I been eating. It worked, but then I slip. I get back to where I was and pack in a few more pounds. I think I eat because I get bored or stressed. I used food to stop those.
Then all of the sudden sometime last year...I realized that I wasn't really happy about myself. I started to breathe irregular, starting to waddle, my back started to hurt. All that stuff. It wasn't a good sight. And my stepmom told me I need to do something about my weight. Because I will have heart disease, a heart attack, a stroke, and diabetes by the age of 35. I am 28...So that woke me up. And that is how I joined Weight Watchers. I really want to get in shape and get to a healthy weight. I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT ANYMORE! I AM DONE WITH THAT! I AM DEAD SERIOUS THIS TIME! I am doing something about it, and I am doing great. I just wish I did it a very long time ago. Yeah I was 244 pounds...now I am down to 188. I want to get to 164. I will see how I feel about that. And then I will get to 150. And see how I feel about that. I will go to a doctor and see if I need to lose more weight. And if I do, I guess I will try to get to 132...we will see though.
Anyway, I was very unhappy with myself. I didn't show it towards my friends or family(I was unhappy from the inside). But now I am totally happy. Everyone is noticing that I have been losing a lot weight. And it makes me feel good when people notice. Yes 28 years of my life...I am finally found something that works. And I won't give that up. Never.
Well that is all I got to say. Phew, I needed to get it out my chest. Thanks for reading. Good day everyone. ^_^
Then all of the sudden sometime last year...I realized that I wasn't really happy about myself. I started to breathe irregular, starting to waddle, my back started to hurt. All that stuff. It wasn't a good sight. And my stepmom told me I need to do something about my weight. Because I will have heart disease, a heart attack, a stroke, and diabetes by the age of 35. I am 28...So that woke me up. And that is how I joined Weight Watchers. I really want to get in shape and get to a healthy weight. I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT ANYMORE! I AM DONE WITH THAT! I AM DEAD SERIOUS THIS TIME! I am doing something about it, and I am doing great. I just wish I did it a very long time ago. Yeah I was 244 pounds...now I am down to 188. I want to get to 164. I will see how I feel about that. And then I will get to 150. And see how I feel about that. I will go to a doctor and see if I need to lose more weight. And if I do, I guess I will try to get to 132...we will see though.
Anyway, I was very unhappy with myself. I didn't show it towards my friends or family(I was unhappy from the inside). But now I am totally happy. Everyone is noticing that I have been losing a lot weight. And it makes me feel good when people notice. Yes 28 years of my life...I am finally found something that works. And I won't give that up. Never.
Well that is all I got to say. Phew, I needed to get it out my chest. Thanks for reading. Good day everyone. ^_^