@Retek: That honestly sounds so toxic and borderline abusive. :/ Is there any way to remove yourself from the situation?
I had a breakdown last night over my dead dog and I'm still kinda processing it. I kept up a fairly strong facade for a while there but I just couldn't maintain it anymore. Tonight I did some more grieving on top of my progressive anxiety towards a trip I'm taking soon. It won't stop me - but that doesn't make these overwhelming feelings of dread go away. At the same time it motivates me because I'm all the more convicted that I need to do this and confront my fears. But I'd be lying if I said my panic isn't on the incline as the day inches closer.
4am? Awake and still tearing up, ahaaa. :')
My friend.. abuse isn't limited to a physical attack - it comes in a multitude of forms and it sounds like what you're going through is verbal / emotional abuse. Wearing someone down to the breaking point and degrading them is abusive behavior and you deserve better! I don't know your circumstances, if this is a work or familial thing, but by the way you're describing it there is definitely something very wrong.Hi Fairy, no there is no way. No option for me. :p
It isn't abusive, unless I was getting beat up, but it's just so darn annoying I hate it.
My friend.. abuse isn't limited to a physical attack - it comes in a multitude of forms and it sounds like what you're going through is verbal / emotional abuse.
Of course! I got your back. :)I read through the article, and from what happened today morning, I don't feel that's classified as an abuse, I guess it's just parents scolding me for simple mistakes. I think it's just something that happens everywhere, it's just that it feels really bad mainly because I am really sensitive and have almost zero self confidence. Regardless, thanks for the help, it means a lot to me. :')
People can be so ignorant and cruel sometimes. I'm sorry you're going through this. And please remember that you need to value you too! That's the most important thing. ♡I agree that is abuse, and I suffer similar.
I'm autistic and seen as someone who can't possibly do or know anything. Whenever I talk, no one listens, or they'll go on about how I don't know anything because I'm disabled. It's hard not having a voice.
I'm unlikely to change them, but I'm going to surround myself with people who value me!
At the moment, crippling loneliness and disassociation. It's really not too fun, not finding the things I previously found fun, fun. And I'm less active everywhere and I'm not gaming and such. But is okey, we power through <3
Today I woke up over an hour earlier and spend the time thinking how I don't want to live anymore and how I don't want to get up and go to work. Right now I'm sitting at work trying to figure out how I survive this day. A day like many others before. A day like many many many more days to come.
I struggle rn because my brain constantly goes "no one actually cares about you or what you say".
Still dealing with nightly bouts of insomnia and sobbing. Idk why I've just felt so bloody emotional lately. The sleeplessness I can handle but it feels like every little thing gets under my skin.
I struggle rn because my brain constantly goes "no one actually cares about you or what you say".