Questioning my life choices. Lol.
I'm on vacation visiting some fam now, and go home the 26th. I should be in bed. Why am I not in bed? Why is tomorrow Christmas Eve? Also, a certain person said he'll text me Christmas Eve, but with the three hour difference, WHEN will he text me? Why did I let this vacation last OVER A MONTH?!?!?!?! Am I that sick in the head? Why is it when I visit THESE people, I eventually get homesick? Why is it that when I go on ANY vacation I get homesick? Am I that shaken up by travel? Why am I replaying a song on loop that gives me anxiety? Will the pandemic ever end? Will I be invited to this special event taking place in April? Wait, why am I already thinking about April? Why didn't I bring my Switch on this vacation? Why are my thoughts all over the place?
I know these problems are trivial, but I feel helpless...and like a zombie.